feelings.

Being at home all day with the girls, doing learning from home has taken me back to when I was so deep in my loneliness and sadness. 

It’s hard to explain but I feel those feelings honestly never go away, they linger and wait for a moment to come up and catch you of guard to remind you and lure you back in.

But I am grateful today I am so much stronger now than before, it helped me remember how much growth has happen for me over the past few years.

Today I am 32, stable in who I am, in who I am meant to be, happy and yet still growing to be a better version of myself for my daughters and not the 25 year old with three babies who was completely lost and was struggling to find her way.

I wish I could go back and hug her, tell her everything would be okay because she made it, she made this, she helped me get to the place I am in now. And I am so proud.

x.